一个故事

今天坐在车的后座
由弟弟送我和妈妈回家
突然我觉得我的臀部位置有震动的感觉
觉得有点怪
脑袋立刻想到汽车引擎
是不是出了问题 又或者要爆炸了（这个肯定是想太多的）
于是 就问了我弟一句
“boy boy , engine 在我这边的啊？”
弟弟的回答，肯定了我的无知
“当然不是啦，在前面。”

越来越不对劲
我把屁股稍微移开
想知道到底是什么或有什么的时候
就听到了电话的ringtone
顿时恍然大悟
原来不是engine要爆炸或是有问题
是自己的电话在vibrate...

可是 做莫我的ringtone 我完全听不到的？

干嘛浪费食物

今天吃东西时
看到对面的在浪费食物
我心里会很不爽
超不爽
如果食物叫了不吃
吃了一点就放着 然后继续讲话
我会在心里歇斯底里
干嘛浪费食物？
赚钱辛苦 准备食物也一样
有些国家的人民 穷得连饭都没得吃
偏偏就有许多人在浪费食物
我很不爽 很不爽
为什么他们可以这样浪费？
没有想过那些没饭吃的人吗？
只吃两口就干脆不要吃算了

我都不懂为什么自己心里那么劳气
唉

Tagged by Ivan

Name: hng soo koon
Sisters:one
Brother: three
Shoe size: 5
Height: i think, 156cm gua
Where do you live: Gombak

Favorite drinks: iced lemon tea, honey lemon, teh o ais limau, plain water
Favorite breakfast: loh mee
Have you ever been on a plane: Yes
Swam in the ocean: play water only la..
Fell of your chair: duno o.. i think got..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: mmm, yaya..
Saved e-mails: of course lar, if not how to survive

What is your room like: messy..haha.. got lots of soft toys, magazines, books..
What's right beside you: notes, assignment, body lotion, handphone, popoye
What's the last thing you ate: 住家饭。。

Ever had:
chicken pox: yes
Sore throat: stupid question
Stitches: nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes

Like picnics: i think i like picnic, but i dun like the big big big sun
Who was the last person you dance with: goyang can be considered as dance or not??
Last made you smile: my dog, it is a snorer
You last yelled at: mmmm, duno..

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: yup
Kissed anyone: nope
Talk to an ex: nope
Miss someone: yaya..miss my boy boy so much
Eat: eat liao larr, eat zhu ga fan mah, mentioned liao lorr

Best feeling in the world: love
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope
What's under your bed: my sister's bed
Who do you really hate: somebody...
What time is it now: 8.58pm

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: mmm, ya.. sure...
Do you have any siblings: yes
Do you want children: yaya..sure.. i wan cute daughter n son
Do you smile often: i smile often, but depends on situation..recently dun like to smile in school..
Do you like handwriting: i like my own chinese handwriting..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: as long as the bed is clean n comfortable
What color shirt are you wearing now: light yellow

What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday: taking bath
I can't wait till: have a long nice enjoyable holidays
When did you last cry: few weeks ago
Are you a friendly person: duno, this question shud be answered by my frens
Do you have any pets: shih tzu

Where is the person you have feelings right now: at home
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: mmmm...:)
Do you sleep with the TV on: no way...
What are you doing right now: breathing
Have you ever crawled through a window: no
Can you handle the truth: >_<

Are you too forgiving: sometimes
Are you closer to your mother or father: mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of: boyfriend
How many people can you say you've really loved: let me count 1st... haha
Do you eat healthy: i think yes.. but still not enough
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex: nope

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: depends on situation, sometime, i prefer alone
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depend
Are you confident: depend
5 things I was doing 10 years ago: eat, play,sleep, talk, learn

5 things on my TO-DO list today: update my blog, do research, check mail, take care of my dog, help my parents

5 things I would do if I was a billionaire: shopping(clothes, car, house, etc).. enough bo??

5 of my bad habits: moody, lazy, playful, too quiet, too talkative

5 people to tag: mmm, dun wan larr...

想念自己

最近都在下雨
特别是到了晚上 心情就懒洋洋的
所以都特别早睡觉
我喜欢下雨的晚上 可以静静地想东西

好久没有想自己了
突然 我想念自己
想念从前的自己
曾经那么的单纯 也那么的疯狂
那时侯的简单快乐
渐渐看不见了
也遗忘了简单快乐的方法

不知道
有时候我也搞不懂自己
觉得自己越来越不懂得简单
越来越无法畅谈
越长大 说出口的言语就越少
脸上可以拥有的表情 种类也少了

我搞不懂 我怎么了
这样的我 快乐么？ 我问自己

不 我并没有不快乐
我享受这样的自己

害怕寂寞 却远离人群
害怕以往的忧郁 却又好像渐渐地走回去

我想再快点长大一点

假期终结篇

假期结束了
该做的事没做
买衣服，因为我真的没衣服穿了
弄头发，头上的杂草，该理一理了
可是 我就是没趁假期去做

这次的假期
名副其实吃喝玩乐
去玩 就把自己晒黑了
不算大吃大喝 但是肯定吃多了好料
加上没有奔波劳碌 哈哈 肯定肥了
要“剪”肥了

最近一直躲在厨房
帮妈妈煮饭 久别厨房一段很长的时间了
这一次重逢 发现自己还不赖 不算生疏
我的烘焙“技术”在这假期 又更上一层楼了
哈哈 好开心

明天开学了
要振作起来了
干爸爹

我的对不起和谢谢

放假这么久了
终于可以回来这里乱写
也算倒霉
电脑坏了
家里可以用的电脑也有点问题 不能打中文字
所以就忍了很久 手痒了

想写文字的时候 没有途径让我写
那时候想说的话 想分享的心情
虽然还在脑袋里 可是就没办法写在部落格上了

就像 当下想说的话 又吞回肚子里时 以后都别再想自己会开口了
就像 我想说声对不起 不立刻说 我以后都不说 因为我死爱面子
就像 我想说声谢谢 不马上说 我下一秒想说 都开不了口了 因为我不好意思
那时没写的心情 没分享的趣事 现在不说了

说真的 对于“严重”的事 我甚少开口说谢谢或对不起
不知道 不是没有感恩的心 或觉得对不起别人
只是 我说不出口
我常常想 他们会误会我的举动吗？
他们都熟悉我 会懂我吗？
没什么 我就是爱面子 我就是不好意思说谢谢

夜了
该睡了
明天又是奋斗天
加油